But to be honest, I miss this blog. I feel like the atmosphere is different and it opens up doors for different entries than my xanga would. Don't get me wrong, I love my xanga. And a lot of good times and posts are on there, waiting for me to re-read again and again.
Yet I miss this. Therefore, I'm going to pay it some heed. I am just going to post my xanga post here... I don't feel like writing another.
And anyways, it's what's on my mind. Also a massive headache, but I will pretend that's not even there. Here it is:
That feeling where you feel like your body and your heart are in different places. It's kind-of awkward and just... not normal. I don't like it.
That feeling where you just can't describe it to someone without letting a waterfall of tears pour out of yours eyes.
That feeling of frustration because life can't go the way you want it sometimes.
That feeling of missing someone so much it hurts.
That feeling of no control.
That feeling.... and all the other ones combined.
Makes me want to crawl up in a ball in the corner of my bed and forget everything else for a while.
Tomorrow I'll wake up and feel refreshed and stronger and more excited about this summer.
But right now? Right now I want to be alone and just rock back and forth to think. About everything.
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